Margarita Idolina Perez

Hello. My name is John. Margaret is my Mom. She passed July 9th 2023. one day before her birthday. She would have been 74. For obituary, she would be under Margaret Perez Mikulec. Her Birth name is Margarita Idolina Perez. I am very humbled/ humiliated to ask for help. My Step Dad, Cruz Gonzales Cordova Sr. Passed March 2nd 2023. They were together for over 30 years. I miss them both a great deal. My Mom had been in and out of the hospital since October 2022. I live 3 1/2 to 4 hours away. I have been traveling back and forth since then. Mom almost passed twice before her body could not take it anymore. There was no will and probate costs money. I am paying out money for the properties plus my own financial obligations. The $20,000.00 will only cover funeral and services cost. I am afraid that I will loose everything. Everyone is telling me "that will not happen and keep faith", but it is really hard when you look at the numbers. I apologize for this. I rarely, if any, ask for help. I think my Mom raised a descent person. I don't know where else to go. There is more to this story. I don't know if it is worth the effort to explain. Thank you.