At my heaviest I was 188kg 
Slowly killing myself 
I know this is my fault I did this and I have been working hard  to correct it 

Over the last 2 years I've lost 100kg 

I have gained  so much life back I can do things I never dreamed was possible but i am trapped in a body I can't stand to look at 




I wear stockings and tummy controls to help hide myself from the world

on the surface I look happy 





But very night I cry myself to sleep I don't even like my husband touching me i fell like a monster 

This journey has been incredibly  hard but i know there are thousands out there who have done the same 

I need around 12 to 15 kgs of skin removed from my body excess skin that  has lost  integrity  inside the skin folds are red raw and so very painful  I just dont want to live in a body that doesn't reflect who I am a body that make me fell like less of a person however I can not achieve this on my own  i need help to cover these operations I'm not asking for hundreds  of dollars any donation noatter how small all adds up 

My Firsr op is August 27th  arms 


If there is anything you can put towards this to help me I will forever be greatful 
Thank you for your time