A big hello from me !!

If you know me you know I give my all and my want to always help came from being a spiderman fan since I can remember (I wanted to be just like Peter Parker). I've always done what I can to help but now I need a little help to fund a surgery that will change my life

I've always known I was a little different, I liked hanging out with the boys but I was often called a flirt - all I wanted to do was play sports, join a band, be seen as cool like the guys were. Instead I hung out in my teachers classroom often drawing or seeing what dumb things I could find on google maps

I didn't know what being transgender was till I was around 16, before that I just thought there was something wrong with me, I hated looking at my reflection, I took forever getting ready, often changing outfits all the time - I was always uncomfortable. At school I used to hide and change in the toilets during P.E or I'd be the first in and last out so that I could change alone. I felt gross like I was out of place. I never felt like I fit in even though I had friends all around me

I started to understand that I was in the wrong body when my mum pulled out my brothers old clothes and let me choose what I wanted. For what seemed like forever, I stood in-front of a mirror - I felt like I couldn’t beet the euphoria. But my dysphoria grew bigger and I started to bind my chest. Wearing a binder reduces my breathing ability, the way around this was to tape instead but this left me with scarring from blisters and skin tears. I went back to using binders but long lasting use is harmful.

Top Surgery is expensive but its something that I not only want but need. I work hard to earn the money to afford my bills and top surgery. My goal is to reach the amount needed by Easter. The estimated cost not including after care is £4300, I hope to earn the most part myself which I will add to my GoFundMe as I earn. But I also need the help of anyone willing to donate

“Wait a minute! If you can see through disguises. Does that mean you can see through mine” - SpiderMan

this quote came from a Spiderman animated DVD I used to watch on repeat as a kid, and honestly is one of the most relatable quotes ever as a trans guy. I wished for people to see me as me and not for the body I was born in.