Lost Job After Surgery: A Father Needs Help

After multiple attempts to better my life both for my son and myself, I've come to a very difficult point... one that I'm afraid I may not recover from. I was self-sufficient with being a manager at my last job but was let go due to an operation that left me unable to work for a few weeks, which subsequently terminated my employment.

I loved doing YouTube videos for my subscribers; it was a source of income and was an exceptional way to stay in contact with those that liked my content. As of now, due to not working, the mother of my child has left, and as a single father, I just don't know where to go or who to turn to. My son is currently with his mother now, and being alone is not helping me mentally. I'm desperately calling out for help, so that I can once again find meaning in this life and survive for my son and to be there for him. I'd like to eventually ascend the potential I know I have and become successful once again... Thank you for your time and support...