I'm 34 years old and I been an addict for a long time and I'm trying to get help from the best out there I have 4 kids 7-5-3-2 mouths old and I have hit the point of losing my family I want it me me and my self I dont want to hurt anyone else I just want to get better I just need help I'm tired of living this life pain and hurt I don't want to hurt no more I wish I would have realized it sooner but I didn't I'm a whole world falling apart so I'm just asking for a little bit help to see that I get the right help I never thought that would be a day when I was laying in bed holding a picture of them wishing hoping I could go back in time to fix it you can't redo what's already been done I'm sorry I just want to get better and hope you pray that she can see that I get better and I actually love her and I'll never go back to figure out an application and never hurt her again cuz I truly do love her and my kids I love the way she smelled like she feels like to hold it people gets mad she still look beautiful woman in the world please if you have it in your heart please help me God bless you and the funds will be used for rehab facility transportation to get there and back when I'm done with the program and I will email every person I don't like to try to help reduce every step of the way every step I go in every step I achieve I'm sorry if some misspelled because I'm dyslexic so I'm using talk text but your support anything I won't take it for granted just please help me change please I you're grabbed the whole time rotten is I want to change I don't miss my life with so bad there's some pieces right now I cannot do what I've already broken but I can't even bring me down for the drugs I'm wearing a change if I do it for your love please help me cuz I don't want to be this guy anymore love and cared person I used to be happening broken depressed can't really need help thank you God bless to everyone who donates and even if you don't donate and you just want to be supported God bless you too that's all needed. Very badly