My son and I need your help

In the process of learning more about our son’s mental and physical health we have found out some very interesting information.  See I can’t tell you my son’s story but I can tell you mine. 

When Johnathan was born I held him so close.  He was all I ever wanted and such a happy baby.  So in my own way I felt I needed to protect him.  Yes even at his age now I am still trying to protect him.  There are a lot of things as parents we do right and sometimes even more things we do wrong.  So here is my story and why now we both need help to visit the Doctor.  

At a young age my father passed away in a tragic accident.  My brother and I were very young and my mom did everything she could to make sure we would be ok.  She took great care of us and kept us safe.   Later in life I was abused in so many ways and for years.   I never discussed this with my family because I wanted to protect them.   I had a hard time especially during high school and until now no one knew that instead of leaving to go to the vocational school I was going to a school mental therapist.  However all the things I went through and the pain never left me.

Finally all my life I have been dealing with Alopecia and found there are a lot of people that don’t understand that disease.  Most people thought I had Cancer but still picked on me anyway.  I won’t go through all that but you should look up https://www.naaf.org/ 

On top of being abused, I was bullied and picked on all of my life and found it hard to make friends.  The friends I had in school were very few but were always loyal and cared.   

Now here I am 46 years old and I have a wonderful husband, and the best son a mother could ask for and I have found that my life has impacted my son.  No amount of therapy I went through as I was growing up could have prepared me for the things I have done.  Now in order to help our son I have to be involved in this treatment.  He and I will have to go through this with together.   The one thing Doc asked me was what was I diagnosed with, and you know all my life I went through therapy no one ever gave me one.  He has, and it scares me and now I have to heal myself with God’s help and with Doc to be there for us.  He is a Christian Doctor and that means a lot to us. 

I am pleading with you to help us; we need the money to continue.  Our insurance only covers a small portion and it’s not enough to pay for a visit.  We need help to fix our relationship and to understand why things have happened and to stop placing blame.  Please help by donating and praying.  This has played over into my adult life and into my son’s life.  You can email me at [email redacted] or you can Facebook me.   If you are not comfortable with this site and want to contact me you can also send it to 203 Captains Drive, Little River SC 29566.