Life Closing in; Rent, Medical +

As a lot of you know i have been very sick these last almost 3 weeks. Partially due to this I haven't been able to get out content as much as I have wanted to but on top of that my channel has been suffering a long time due to my chronic depression. I hate asking for money as i believe in being self made, but with how youtube has been it has been more than a struggle and it has all come crashing in these last few months. My marriage is in disarray over the constant worry of if we will make out rent and bills and now finally the answer is we will not. Our bills are stacking, Medical bills are just around the corner from my current illness, and I have another Dr appointment in Dec to find out if I have high blood pressure/heart issues as well as if I am diabetic.


That's the background of what's going on and to top it all off (the final push) my mouse is breaking and is functioning so poorly that I cannot edit videos anymore (can’t drag and drop). Equipment failing and bills stacking all followed up by a super stressed relationship and poor health, I finally find myself breaking down and asking for help. Help from Family and friends isn't an option as they two are "tapped out" so to say or in some cases refuse to help. Anything you can do to help us means the world to me and will help me be able to continue to make content for you all. Thank you for your support however you're able to do so!