Lend a hand to Theresa and her girls get back on their feet!

I need help and it's really embarrassing to be asking like this, but I honestlyhave no other choice right now, it's for my kids. My ex has literally taken everything, gone behind my back and lieng multiple times about what he has done, saying that he's been paying bills and he hasn't, the trust that I had in him came deep from my heart that he would never do anything like this to us, but right now he still hasn't gave me anything knowing what hes done and what is due.. He's playing games with me. I guess for finally calling the cops. He's busted and at the end of the day it's not only me that he's hurting, which shows me that he truly doesn't care and didn't care about us girls, I am hurting so bad right now that I just, I want to give up SO BAD , I don't even feel worthy of my kids, i cant stop crying or invisioning what i have found out, I feel unworthy and like trash, I am so tired and sad, non of this is fair to us, I am literally alone out here with the kids 24/7 and never no babysitter or anybody to rely on. I have applied for housing at the beginning of November and I just got my whole power bill paid through leap, which i am so GRATEFUL FOR , it was eight hundred and something dollars because nando was not paying it even though he was telling me he was. I also just qualified for a 70 percent discount off of my water bill that is due here in a couple of days, I have been trying to do what I can for us girls since i've been finding everything out and it's so hard, it's just me and my girls and this big house and yard. We have been left with literally nothing, i cant sleep or eat, worrying and trying to figure it all out on my own, im just a mess, i asked one person that i should be able to rely on every now and then, but i already knew i would be let down, if you know the position I'm in, and are capable PLEASE PLEASE, HELP ME GET ON MY FEET, it would mean the world to us!! I'll take anything right now anything. If I don't make something happen.Then we're going to end up in the streets until one of these government places call me for housing.

I am really embarrassed but I literally have nothing else and I don't wanna go back to where im from, us girls have made a life here and have opportunities we wouldn't have if I went back to where I come from, because I have no where else.

I'm sorry for even asking like this but I'll do anything right now, because I have nothing, and I feel like trash so bad, I'm struggling with alot and I feel ALONE, DUMB, BETRAYED, AND LOST, I don't wish this on anyone !!

I appreciate anything and I promise you it wouldn't go to waste, I'll even give you a bill information if you don't want to donate money directly, thank you to those who have messaged telling me to stay strong, and if need anything ask, I'm embarrassed and not confident as i was in myself, i miss that feeling my smile shows, I am struggling bad with myself image, and my life overall, thank you to everyone who has been encouraging me, and showering me with love it means so much, it really does!

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Thank you, Theresa and princess's