Hello loved ones all of you first of all I want to say thank you for those that have assisted me monetarily because really made and it's kept me alive it's kept me sad it's kept me breathing and I'm still here unfortunately things worth and if I don't get medical intervention and have the hot rod test vascular surgery we discussed amputation blood flow is not happening it's cooling in my legs and causing severe edema as you can see in the photos walking is optional standing and sitting this optional I cannot work my disability paperwork is going through a lawyer as we speak but that takes time any donations that you can write off LOL much appreciated my medical costs are going through the roof and actually it's causing an impact in my care because it's all about the money sadly but I have a care team with my insurance company that's taken control and put it together a specific customized care team for me personally and I have a senior care manager case manager that reached out to me that I'm working with personally so things eventually will get better but that's going to take time social services are stressed beyond in their capacity to assist and I'm still living on a sidewalk outside of the circle k in this heat and is having a detrimental effect on my my house pray for me God knows what he's doing and he will guide and lead me and All of you you are my friends and my family and my loved ones and I love you all take care yes I also had a steroidal blocking down on my neck so we'll see if I feel the pain in my neck old didn't know nothing haha love d a n e r z