Lend a Hand to Angie in Her Time of Need

My name is Angie and Jordon is my son. Last night he committed suicide. I am a homemaker and have not been working due to working on my own demons after getting sober over 7 years ago. He is my first born and he is the one who made me a mom. Being a mom is all I ever wanted and he gave me that. And now he's gone and I have to figure all of this stuff out on top of not having money to do it. I left my soon to be ex-husband because of his drinking, physical and mental abuse over 7 years ago leaving the only thing I owned, the house. All my money I had was gone. And I had to leave my kids behind in the process because their dad and I had been forced to sign over all our rights to them. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But I knew I had to come home to Janesville to get sober. Anything that you can spare would be GREATLY appreciated.