I have no clue where to even start, so please bare with me. My Baby brother Marco A. Delgado left this cold hard world Monday afternoon/evening, to be with our mommy. I definitely was Not prepared! I don't think we ever are! Especially when it's something like this. Its taken my cousin and I days to even get his obituary started, which I don't even have the funds for just yet. I should be able to by this weekend. I'm still paying on my mommy's funeral! So I feel like the Biggest Piece of Shit having to go to Gene at the funeral home with nothing to give him. I'm not one to share my problems or put my business out there unless I absolutely have to, but I need help guys! So, I'm letting my Pride go to ask my village of people that we were raised by and grew up with if they will help me lay my baby brother to rest. He deserves that at the very least. I know some people may think my little brother was a Monster bc of how he Survived his life for so many yrs but I promise, if you have ever sat down and actually talked or got to know him you would know what I know and that's how kind, loving, and loyal he truly was. I've gotten many messages from people I don't even know who have stated how he has helped them wether it be with food, or buying Christmas for their kids, or just a good ol pep talk to help you feel good about yourself. My little brother Did Not have an easy life by no means! I'm having to face that reality every moment since he left I've learned of more and more demons he tried so very hard to hide. I'm just really lost and feel like I'm rambling but how do you put into words how much you truely love someone?! He was my first babydoll, my first best friend, and the first person I loved more than myself, besides my mommy. We tried hard to protect each other and I'm grateful I had him bc we probably wouldn't have made it through had we not. I truly am sorry for having to ask everyone for help. If I wasn't struggling already to stay a float, I definitely would not ask especially being that it's the holidays and all. Thank you for taking the time to read this Sending Love, Hugs, Good Vibes and Prayers to my whole village and I would appreciate it if you all can send them my way as well please. Bc I really need them rt now....