Last trip to Florida! Cremation

Rasing money for a last trip for my birthday in January before I do Death with dignity. Most of you know I'm currently on hospice care. I'm doing death with dignity for my not wanting to loose my independence due to the cancer and it effecting my right arm. So I am asking if you'll help me pay for an airline ticket to Florida so I can spend my last birthday in Florida with my feet in the sand and drink in hand. Then also to help me pay for my cremation service. I just need to be cremated then my ashes will be spread by friend who is picked.