Hi my name is Jim(probably know that). I found out I have a mast in my rectum that is cancer and 1 near my liver which I will get results on the 30th.  I have been sick for the last year and a half. I am trying to get help but with COVID and no insurance it seems impossible. My illness which has to do with gastrointestinal has kept me out of work on and off this past year and a half. I have lost 100+lbs, passed out from blood pressure problems, loss of appetite, strength, constant pain, depression and many more symptoms. I only came on here because I have gotten to the point where I have lost all hope and was embarrassed. I know many people have had it bad or still are having rough times. I was always told if you don't ask for help the answer is always no. Thank you for your help or just taking time to read about me. I will pay it forward when and if I can get better. I don't want to be a charity case but anything will help.  Stay safe all and thanks again either way. God bless and enjoy your holidays all my friends.