Help Ginger with Medical Expenses

Hi everyone. I know at this point, everyone probably knows my story. I just found out that my cardiologists want to go ahead and put in a pacemaker. However, the social workers called me and told me that I would need to put down an $1800 payment before they would even schedule it. This whole thing is going to be very expensive and can cost me between $20,000-$100,000. I don’t like coming on here and “begging” for money from people. Quite frankly, it’s embarrassing. So, if you feel inclined to help me out, I’d greatly appreciate anything.