Before I get started, please know how absolutely ashamed and embarrassed I am about this. I'm gonna lose my house!! I know this is a difficult time for many people, and I'm asking for alot, but I don't know what else to do. I've exhausted every other option. I was denied for a loan. I stopped paying other bills to catch up on my mortgage, only for those to fall behind, then when I catch those up, I fall back behind again on my mortgage. I've applied for, and have been denied every form of government assistance. I really don't know what else to do. I've already told my daughter that I can't do anything for her for Christmas, and I may end up being homeless. I've been up every night for weeks about this. I never share my personal business, especially my finances, as I know many people have their own issues, but I'm asking for help. I'm literally in tears right now as I'm writing this. I feel so helpless. I've picked up extra hours at my job, but unfortunately it's not compensating enough. I just need to get back to even, so I can continue forward with my life. I've stopped any personal consumption of money. I barely eat I'm struggling more than I ever imagined I would, and I'm an absolute mess. I try not to show it, but it is killing me inside. I have a few health issues as well, that I need to address, but without insurance (can't afford it), and no government assistance, I can't properly take care of myself either. If anyone at all is able to help in the smallest bit, I would be forever grateful to you. Please don't think any less of me for this.....I truly am sorry for doing this, but I have no idea what else to do. If you can not help, or feel that this is wrong, please just scroll by. I really do not need any inappropriate comments at this time. Also, if you talk to me regularly, or see me in person, please don't judge me for this.