Kitty lost everyone including husband of 40 yrs

Hi my name is Kitty Ferro. In the past 5 months, I've lost my Mom in March and 3 weeks later my husband Erik Ferro, drummer of TT Quick & White Tiger, passed away suddenly, leaving me so alone and very sad and in need of funds. Erik's disability was cancelled on me and I'm now left with minimal income of less than $500 per month. As I am stuck in NJ, this just is not enough to live on, much less make it through the month with enough money to live on. I'm constantly having to borrow from my wonderful sister and it isn't right. Please help me get on with my life without the most important people I loved dearly. I was married to Erik for almost 40 years so it's quite a shock to be suddenly all alone. If you can help it I'd most appreciate it. Thank you so much.