Family financial assistance

I am in need of financial help . Here is my story.

I immigrated to New Zealand in 2007 from Manila, Philippines together with my former wife and 2 children. We lived a happy life in New Zealand until the untimely death of my wife in 2012 due to leiyomyosarcoma cancer. She was my wife of 18 years. I took care of her for many months and lost everything. I did all my best to protect and care for her . I have a lot of questions about why God allowed this to happen. I was also in denial that my wife passed away as we already built our home in New Zealand. I was so devastated and had to care for my 2 children alone.

I tried to moved on from this experience and from then,I have met my classmate in college.At that time, she was divorcing her husband and I was already widowed. We reconnected on Facebook and communicated a lot through messenger and thought this was fate that brought us together. I pursued her even though we were miles apart from each other as my vision was to give a chance for my children to have a mother who would love them  for who they are and take care of them. At the same time, I was ready to share my life with her.

As we do not have immediate families in New Zealand, we moved to the U.S. in 2014. It took a while before I got a stable job in 2015, however, my contract with the company ended in 2016. Since then, I was a driver for Uber/Lyft. However, my earnings were not enough to sustain my contributions to the household and meeting everyday expenses. To make matters worse, account was deactivated .

My loss of earnings, pressures at home , and some personality issues have put a toll on our marriage.

My wife filed a divorce case against me and wanted me/us to leave the house . I am totally devastated and at a loss right now as I have sacrificed everything to come to the U.S. just to be with her and her children. 

I accepted everything about her and love her children the way that I love mine. I came to marry her with pure intentions and I thought that through thick and thin, we would be journeying in life together because I believe that marriage is an unending covenant between a husband and wife. 

Now, I'm at a loss. I am in dire need of financial support.  

I fear for the future of my children. I fear for what will happen next. 

We do not have immediate family relatives here in California. 

Any help or funds that will be collected will be used for my 2 children.

I trust and pray that God will touch your hearts to put yourself in my shoes as a father who wants the best for his children. May God bless you for your kindness.

Thank you for your help.