Killian Michael McEnaney

On the morning of October 10th, 2023 at 4:00am Brandon and i experienced every parent's worst nightmare. I woke up to find my sweet baby boy not breathing. After calling 911 and doing everything we could Killian was pronounced dead at 4:32 am. The pain that comes with losing a child is unbearable. I question whether or not we will be able to get through it so many times a day & i truly believe it's only because of the love and support of both of our families that we do. Killian was an angel. He brought so much happiness to everyone that was lucky enough to spend time with him. His time was so short here on earth and in his passing we are left with broken hearts and questions we may never find answers to. I never in a million years would have thought i would be making a gofundme page but in this time i am reaching out for help. Nothing in this world will ever take our pain away but I'm praying that we can start to accept what happened and find ways to heal once my baby boy is put to rest. The cost of his cremation and services is more than Brandon and I can afford and one we wouldn't ask a single person to pay. We are asking for help from anyone in a position to do so. Anything donated will go to my mother, Terry who has taken it upon herself to help with the financial side of everything so far. This event will forever haunt me.. it has broken me in ways i never thought possible.. & not just for myself.. but Brandon as well and my other children& family too. I just ask that you keep our family in your prayers. Life is short and you never know what tomorrow will bring so take the time to appreciate the little things.. never take your loved ones for granted and give your babies extra love. Thank you to anyone that has taken the time to read or share this.

"I will lend you, for a little time,

A child of mine, He said.

For you to love him while he lives

and mourn him when he's dead.

It may not be for many years,

not even two or three.

But will you, till i call him back,

Take care of him for me?

his presence will complete you,

and should his stay be brief.

You'll have a few memories,

As solace for your grief.

I'm sorry he did not stay,

Since all from earth return.

But there are lessons taught down there,

I wanted this child to learn.

I've looked the wide world over,

in search for teachers true

and from the search of many people

i have selected you.

I knew that you would give him all your love

and not take a second vain

nor would you hate me

when i take him home again.

I fancied that i heard them say,

"Dear lord, Thy will be done!"

For all the joys this child shall bring,

The risk of grief we'll run.

We'll shelter him with tenderness,

We'll love him while we may,

and for the happiness he brought us,

Forever grateful we will stay.

& even though the angels called for him,

Much sooner than we planned

We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,

& try our best to understand. "