Some of you may know and a lot of you may have no clue what I’ve been going through the past few years. I am currently in the ICU, my Multiple Sclerosis / h-EDS are at their worst. However, Josh and I have used the last of our savings with going to many specialists and emergency rooms to get me stabilized. I don’t like asking for help but I really want my son's life to be different than mine and actually get to grow up with a mommy. I am currently in progress of getting a g-tube. I had a midline catheter placed today because my veins are so shot from malnutrition and dehydration; they almost didn’t get it. But luckily they did. My body has been rejecting fluids and food won’t digest properly. I currently can’t walk by myself; I have to have help and a lot of physical therapy. I may possibly be in a wheelchair or have mobility aids after this long hospital stay.

We don’t have a sitter or someone to watch McAllister 80% of the time. Josh is taking on McAllister and DoorDash to make ends meet and so he can see me. I would just like to take some of the weight and stress off of our family through this. We’re currently working on Josh becoming my caretaker.