UPDATED GOAL:

 As many of you know (as I am very open and honest about how my life has been going outside of stream): I have been on rental assistance these past few months. It’s been helping me immensely just catch up with already outstanding bills, as well as giving me a sense of relief every month. Well, I assumed by my calculations I would have my Dec-Feb rent covered. I gravely miscalculated.

In fact, as of Feb 1st I now owe $2,000 in rent or I will no longer be able to live in my current place come February 28th and will face eviction.

As much as it worries that people will think differently of me or judge me for doing this, I have decided to double the gofundme me goal to hopefully FINALLY get me back on track. You have all already shown me so much love that I quite honestly do not deserve to ask for ANY more, but I am actually panicking on what to do. The whole point of me having this fundraiser was to help get back on track not only with myself, but more importantly Stiles’ new cost of living now that he officially has a diagnosis of Feline diabetes. We SUCCEEDED in that, but my idiocy and fragrant massive oversight has now landed both of us back in Jeopardy.

Again, I do not deserve ANY more love from anyone. Please never donate outside your means EVER. I just thought I was reaching a point of relief, and now I’ve honestly never been more stressed in my life. Again, donations are always OPTIONAL!!! I just..I really don’t know what else to do at this point.

So, I apologize again if I may seem off today, tomorrow, and the next day. It’s been increasingly hard to smile while these things just keep transpiring behind the scenes. I appreciate you all more than you know for keeping me going this long and (hopefully) for a lot longer yet <3