Keep Alexandria Close to Her Son's Memory

My name's Alexandria Howard. I need your help getting into sober living. And give me a community of people to support me during this tough time losing my son .ive been sober for 1 year, but I recently lost my 8-month-old from SIDS. He was buried on the South Shore, and I had to move away because the only place I could stay was in New Hampshire. My mental health hasn't been the best, so I'm looking for help to pay for the first couple of weeks to get into sober living so I stay safe and don't relapse. I want to be closer to my son's grave so I can see him, grieve, and stay sober while I grieve. I don't like asking for help, but this is all I have left to ask for. I just want to be close to him and stay safe!