I am still George, and yep I’m still an alcoholic too… one with 5 years, 2 months & some change (1891 days, but who’s counting :) without one devilish drop of booze and life has gotten so much better… I’ve definitely had some hard times lately but have somehow managed to keep on truckin’ through them all and have been reminding myself to start being accountable and writing again while things are good and I have more time, but just as I finally have a glimpse at what seems to be light at the end of our tunnel, things changed… Finally having a steady job locally again & a fully working vehicle, I was able to make some financial progress and just at the last minute avoid foreclosure and provide us with what seemed for a moment to be a bit of stability… Then, this weekend, as Cayenne & I wrapped up all night chat, a simple snag tried to take me out of the equation altogether… my bracelet had just caught the edge of my parking brake as I stood by my truck realizing how quickly it had just started gaining downhill momentum and tried my best to battle this big iron beast…I now really do know what it feels like to get hit by a truck, twice it seems… the truck bounced back and forth quickly across the driveway on its way downhill and I managed to mostly avoid getting hit by it most of the times it passed, however this truck proved that it didn’t need many passes to crush big ol’ me… I have a melon sized hematoma on my right side, a bruised lung, a broken foot, and half of my body is scraped and deeply bruised right now for sure and that’s more than enough for me, however we are still working on the details of everything inside… I can now barely get around and am unable to work while still trying to figure out what all needs to be healed and so am currently falling right back behind on bills with no more chances left… so now I’m here asking for help… please don’t let us lose our home because I’m not tough enough to blow this one off as another bad day and just keep truckin’ along like I don’t notice the swollen purple half of my body… I heal pretty fast but not instantaneously so I just need a little lead way to have a fighting chance… I really need just a moment to think about my healing but right now all I can think about is losing our home, as that actually would somehow manage to hurt even worse… Every little bit will make a huge difference in our world right now… Also, please message me with ideas to help me keep working in less strenuous ways than I am normally willing to- like I’m thinking of making fresh pasta… so can I get some feedback from my local crew on that one, and let’s hear ideas for what y’all would like in the future? If you are just fresh out of funds & ideas, then please just take a moment to ask Jah to shine a little bit of that bright light this way, as you give thanks for this day… I’m already thankful just knowing how many people will take time to read this and remember to ask for a little extra love on our behalf as they praise their days… Much love y’all… ♥️