Kane and I are moving on, please help us get there

Hello, most of you know me and know my situation. Some of you know more than others. If you come across this, I may not share in-depth information as there is currently a legal case in the background and I’m not trying to cause more issues, but I’ll try to be as informative as I possibly and legally can.

A little about my family. My first born, and the apple of my eye is Miss Abbie. She’s almost 14 and just the most beautiful loving soul you’ll come across. She currently lives primarily with her father in Hawaii but we had plans for her to move home with me this summer after 5 long years living apart. She was so excited to finally be with her mama. It’s all she’s ever wanted since we were separated. My second, Kane is a 9 month old bright and beautiful baby boy. If you ever have had the pleasure of meeting him, you’d see in his eyes the love he’s going to bring to the world, his soul is like his big sister. He’s a lover, he’s strong and he’s gonna make a difference. I’ve never felt this type of love. He’s my everything and I’ve been his. This boy saved my life and I’ll do anything to protect him from what his sister had to go through. As for myself, those who know me know how hard I’ve fought to get to where I am. How many battles I’ve been through, the hell i faced, the anguish that’s taken place. Im a 33 year old mom of two. The only things I care about right now are that my children are safe and happy, which is why I’m here asking for help. I’ve needed plenty of help along the way and I’ve been blessed with amazing friends and family that have shown up and helped keep me going when things seemed bleak. Now I’m facing a battle that is gonna take a lot more than any one person can give alone, so I’m reaching out to all in hopes to have at minimal some financial relief. The world right now is hard for most of us, there is no easy, but it’s just got a lot more impossible for me given the current situation.

Our story. The current circumstances I’m facing started back in 2022. I was in a relationship that wasn’t so healthy. This is where for now I have to keep details to a minimum. I’m facing something that I can’t even put into words. What I can say, is I finally tried to leave knowing what could happen, and what I’ve always feared is happening NOW and why it took me this long to get the courage to get out. I want my babies safe, loved and happy. We’ve all been through so much, and it’s time that they get a mama who is also SAFE and LOVED and FREE. I’m walking away with nothing and now I’m facing a heavy case fighting for what’s best for my son and hopefully if I can get back on my feet and get a home for us, my daughter as well here in the future. I’ve always worked my tail off to have what I needed. I was a woman who would work 3 jobs, 7 days a week, morning, noon and night, whatever it took to care for myself. Now that my Kane is around I am limited on how much I can work, and what I can do at all. I feel like me freedoms have been robbed. We are currently stuck in Shoshone county until further notice. I’m forced to stay in a home that is unhealthy and unhappy. Its so difficult to accept that I had finally tried to leave this place and this home and the last day I was here I was told I could not. I had a home lined up, a job lined up, everything was ready to go. I moved ALL of our things beyond a week of clothes and our essentials. Now we can’t go. I’m at a loss here. They always say, why didn’t you leave? Why didn’t you do this or that. Well this is where I say “THIS IS WHY.” My life has been flipped upside down. I am trying my best to be calm, collected and maintain my head but I can’t help if my heart isn’t breaking everyday for my kids and our future. I am working a very part time job but the wages I make are the same as what a sitter costs me. At this moment I truly have nothing beyond hope and the hope I have is a rollercoaster. It’s hard to see a way out of hell when you’re slapped with circumstances that prevent you from leaving.

What I am trying to do and what I’m asking for is donations for me and my children. The money will be to help me get by until we finally can go, it will be to help maybe cover attorney fees that at this point I’m - 7000. It will be to help when the day comes that we are ALLOWED to be free and we find a new happy home. Legal, Essentials, Relocation and sitters when I need them so I CAN get to appointments across the county lines where I’ve been forced to hold back per certain temp stipulations. It’s to help me maintain, protect myself and them and survive until this is resolved. I’m currently being evicted from the home I brought my son to. I need SECURITY, I need anything that keeps us on the path of freedom.

long of the short, I feel like I’m trapped and I won’t give up, but if I can’t financially get through this time and be able to fight for my kiddos, I risk losing them to a situation that hasn’t and will never be what’s best. I could care less about me at this moment, but my heart falls apart when I think about them. If I cant succeed here, it’s these beautiful babies that suffer. I can handle pain. I’ve done it, I’ve lived it daily for a long time, what I can’t handle is watching two kids suffer any longer

PLEASE help me give them everything they deserve. PLEASE HELP ME GET TO SAFETY. One dollar or 10. No amount is too small to benefit us right now. This is going to be a process, and I need everyone I can find to stand behind us, I need a village to come forth to protect and give two innocent children the chance to find peace again.

Whether you donate, or share, or simply find a way to send me words of encouragement, all of it is of great value to us. I wish I could have been more detailed, just know, this is very REAL, this is URGENT, and if I didn’t TRULY NEED I wouldn’t resort to this, but I have to for them. I’d do anything for them. Thank you for your time, and for reading, thank you for helping anyway you can.