I have not right to ask for help and I rarely ever have....my best girl Kailani died over two years ago and I haven’t been the same since.  I am turning 55 on Saturday and for the first time (after years of trying to help a company stay afloat) I found a home....both with work and a new place to live to call my own.  I’m trying to regain the balance that I once called my own, but gave away...I have found and hopefully will succeed at securing the place to call my own...I sign Purchase and Sales on Monday.  I find that I have finally found the peace to share my love with a furry friend...I’m at peace for once and am so ready to share that with someone. I found that someone....she’s amazing....her name is Jillian.  I don’t understand the cost of her, but i fell in love.  I’m asking for help in making her part of my family and my new home.  I have no regrets even if not a penny comes in.  She is worth it...I haven’t felt this way since i found my Kailani but i did again when I saw Jillian’s picture...I know it’s crazy, but in my heart I know its ok.  I am asking for any participation you could offer and regardless if you can’t, you will all be Uncles and Aunts regardless.