I’ve reached a space in my life where I actually feel comfortable. I breathe better and have now given myself a home. A safe space to be whomever I can possibly dream of. As a young child I was always sure of who I was- Especially when it comes to my gender identity. Then I grew up and started listening to what others perceived and expected of me. I began to live life for others' approval and acceptance. As most of you know I’m a performer, and through the last 4 years in my life I’ve fallen in love, moved to Europe, dropped out of college, grew out my hair, and now am writing a book. I’ve been running for a long time- emotionally, intellectually, artistically, and physically. Seeping deeper into maladaptive coping mechanisms. Only because I’ve been living a life so emphatic on seeking the approval of others. And totally disregarding my own authenticity and truth on the deepest levels.

 

At this point, this transitional process is a dire necessity in my life. I cannot wait to be who I have been dying to be for 23 years. Words don't justify what it feels like to be stifled for so long, or what the relief will feel when I am able to feel safe in my body and have my soul and mind in sync with who I am as a woman. Yes- A woman(Whatever that means). Gender dysphoria has wreaked havoc on my mental and physical life. Driving me to experience pain that's hard to express to someone who's never dealt with these feelings. I won't pretend like I’m not scared- I’ve now reached a point where this is no longer something I can suppress nor hide.

 

This is why I’m making a #GoFundMe for myself, I have 23 years of authentic and pure life to make up for- And I can not do it by myself. I am seeking financial assistance to secure health insurance for transition related needs and oporations, While simultaneously maintaining housing here in Southern California(San Diego). I need your financial help to support me in finding a home not only externally, but also within myself. If you have ever gotten close to me this won't be a surprise, I cannot even begin to describe how important your support and friendship through my journey means to me. If this is news to you, welcome. For a few of you, I know this may be hard to understand, but this, to me, is a celebration and I encourage you to join in, because all of the good parts of Jordan are staying. What I am shedding is the anxiety, depression, emotional projection, and overall stress that has from this moment and will continue to be alleviated as I start my transition.

 

I can't wait to go along this journey with you, Much love.

 

Jordan(They/Them/She/Her)

 

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