Help Julie Lux-Bellmyer

As a nurse I am really good at taking care of people. There is nothing I love more than being able to do something a little extra to make somebody else feel good, or special. I have the hardest time asking for help. I was raised to be of service not to ask for it.
I had  just started with a nursing agency when I became critically ill and had surgery. I have not worked for a year due to health problems. Because we are a 2 income family who now have medical bills and mortgage as well as huge student loans I/we need help. I am terrible at asking- this feels really weird. But here I am and I am someone who gives when called so I guess it's my turn at humility.