Jack watched his friends blown up in front of him, contend with drones whizzing above him, and had to pack the remains of his fallen comrades into body bags so they could be sent home to their relatives. He was unable to eat meat when he returned because it reminded him of the "smell of dead bodies". UPDATE just a thakyou for the help . My sezuires have been getting worse but it's people like you supporti knowing you can lose everything with the hope to just get a little back ... remember anything helps.... please if you can share this as the help will do more than you can realise