I lost my Daughters Father my Best friend in a very traumatic way. I tried helping him but was unsuccessful. It happened in our home and the triggers are horrible. It has affected us in all areas of our life. And we have a very long road ahead but it feels like we will never get there. I hate that I have to ask for help. I am always told how strong I am well this has broken me and I need help. I have missed work dealing with my Daughter struggling and having to take her to appt. To get on meds to help cope, counseling sessions, bills are piling up and I have drained my savings to stay home a couple weeks to grieve. our Daughters Birthday is approaching, Holidays and I truthfully just don’t know what to do anymore. Working a second job right now is not something I could mentally handle as making it through my full time job is a struggle at times. . There are so many triggers it’s unbearable. I want to help pay for a head stone. We had a celebration of life here and in Upper Michigan where he is buried. Everything is just hard these days and the stress is overwhelming, he was starting a job the following week after just completing his masters electrician degree. He had no life insurance and survivor benefits won’t be a thing for months for our Daughter. I am hoping to use those funds for her college degree. if you could help in anyway We would forever be grateful and will definitely pay it forward if and when we reach the end of this bumpy road we are on. Thanks for reading a smidge of what we are going through. God Bless