On July 26, Carolyn Elliott/Lovewell died by suicide. Her beloved children, Eleusis (Lulu) and Solomon (Mojo) (ages 7 and 3) are left to face life without their mother at their side.

Nothing we can do can erase that complex sorrow and pain from their lives moving forward. The hard truth is that they will be coping with the impact of this tragic loss every day of their lives.

But we can come together as a community of people who loved Carolyn and were served by her work to support them in love on their paths, reminding them of their mother’s positive impact on the world and ensuring that they do not significantly materially suffer from their mother’s lost income as well as her lost presence.

To be clear: this is less about meeting any kind of emergency or immediate need, and more about long-term security and creating a solid reminder for Lulu and Mojo of the impact that their mother had on so many people.

On Saturday, September 19 we will be holding a benefit Jubilee in Pittsburgh to celebrate Carolyn’s beautiful life and to pour out love for her beautiful children in the form of money that will be used to support their education and material security as needed as they grow. This money will be placed directly in a secure trust fund for this purpose.

More than just a memorial or benefit, the Jubilee is going to be a full send, wildly magickal, joyful time of reconciling, remembering and loving. It is open to everyone who has ever been connected to or through Carolyn to come together, hug each other, wear fabulous, whimsical outfits, dance, sing, eat, drink and generally love our whole, weird, ridiculous lives and selves in a way that truly celebrates and reflects everything that Carolyn was and stood for.

If you are able to join us at the Jubilee, we will be thrilled to have you. Anyone and everyone who was touched by Carolyn’s life and enormous love is invited. Please sign up to RSVP and commit to purchase a ticket at https://tinyurl.com/CarolynElliottJubilee . All monies beyond the cost of the event itself will be funneled directly into the trust fund.

If you are unable to attend the Jubilee, we welcome your donations via this GoFundMe page. 100% of GoFundMe donations will be put directly into the trust for the children.

Over the course of many years, Carolyn’s work has been used by countless successful coaches, therapists and healers in supporting their clients. This is exactly correct and as she always intended. If you are one of these professionals who has profited and will continue to profit by using Existential Kink or any other integration process taught to you by Carolyn, we ask that you really consider the monetary value of her work within your own when determining a correct amount to pledge.

This gift will generate income for Lulu and Mojo where their mother no longer can. The energetic dividends of that kind of material power and love are immense.

That said, no gift is too small and all gifts are deeply appreciated. If everyone Carolyn ever impacted donated even a few dollars, the resulting amount would be immense.

As the organizers of this benefit effort for the Lovewell children, we thank you with all our hearts.

Laila Matthews, Kellee Maize and AmaJean Smith