Building a New Beginning: Jenna’s path to recovery

Hi, my name is Jenna. I never thought I would become a statistic or find myself in this predicament—especially since I've often been the designated driver for friends. Recently, after having drinks in what I believed was a safe place, an urgent feeling to leave came over me. In that moment, fueled by underlying trauma and impaired judgment, I made a decision I deeply regret. Instead of calling for a ride, I drove. The result was a crash: I went through a fence and nearly ended up in a retention pond. I am incredibly lucky to be alive and deeply grateful that no one else was injured.

Since then, I've had significant time to reflect and see myself more clearly. I am fully accountable for my decision that night; blurry or not, that was me. I now understand that alcohol has been masking demons I haven't been willing to face, and that unaddressed trauma can be a powerful gateway to addiction. This incident was a terrifying wake-up call, making me realize that the true issue is 'the thing behind the thing' – the history, the harm, and the escapism that alcoholism has offered. It's time for me to heal these deeper wounds. The challenge I'm facing is that the cost of essential inpatient treatment, combined with my ongoing monthly utilities while I'm away, is beyond my current financial reach. I am in dire need of financial assistance to make this life-changing step possible.

I've diligently applied for scholarships and grants but unfortunately haven't been approved. So, I am swallowing my pride and humbly asking for your help. The cost of the recommended inpatient treatment is significant, nearly equivalent to a year's salary for me.

My deepest desire is to heal, not only for myself but to eventually accomplish my goal of writing a book about trauma and addiction—one I hope will help others rethink their relationship with substances and self-harming behaviors. I am already actively working on my recovery: I attend AA meetings daily, work closely with a sponsor, and am embracing sobriety, currently on step three. These have been the hardest days of my life, yet I believe my purpose is greater than any past mistake, and this path to healing is where I am meant to be.

My life had become unmanageable, and this crisis, as difficult as it is, has been the catalyst I needed to take my healing journey with utmost seriousness. I believe my story, and the healing that can come from it, is bigger than just me. Today, I humbly request your support in any way you feel moved to offer. Whether it's a contribution of five or ten dollars, a prayer, sending positive vibes, or sharing this campaign to spread awareness—every bit of help will be deeply appreciated and make a tangible difference. Securing a place in this treatment center, alongside my continued commitment to the AA program, represents my best chance at lasting recovery. I am determined to keep doing the next right thing, trusting that the right doors will open, as they have begun to.

Your support would mean helping me build a better tomorrow, not just for myself, but hopefully for others I can help in the future. Please, be kind to yourself today and always give yourself grace.

With utmost gratitude and love,

Jenna Walls

White sands in plant city

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The fundraisers goal is the maximum I would have to pay out of pocket. Every contribution over 50$ will get a signed copy of my book that will be about trauma, addiction and intimacy. I currently have 53 pages and will continue working on it during my recovery.

Edit: On amount. Insurance approved to pay most of it. With my out of pocket being 7,000 for Whitesands in plant city. Currently my monthly bills are about 2,500 with phone bill, car insurance, rent and utilities. 900 for the insurance covering most of Whitesands. A Hospital bill of around a thousand. 

Iam very grateful for the help and it’s all going to work out.