Please help me bring my son home

My name is Azaria and I am a grieving mother. My little boy, zaahir Jan was only 4 years old when he was tragically taken from me. He was run over by a bus on a zebra crossing outside margate hospital on the 7th August 2025 I am completely broken. I’m still in shock and I still can’t accept it. I know I’m asking for so much, and I am so sorry to have to ask for help like this, but I truly don’t know where else to turn. I really can’t breathe without him. I’ve been to hospital many times with panic attacks and all different things happening to my body I really am becoming very sick from all the stress but Every morning and every night, I go to his grave, and this is really all I have left of my son being close to him is the only thing that gives me a little peace. Even as I write this, I am crying so much. My mental health has been deeply affected since losing my son. The grief, the trauma, and the emptiness have been overwhelming, and some days it feels impossible to keep going. But I know in my heart that having him close to me will help me heal. I don’t own my own home and for me to be able to have my sons grave in my garden means I have to own my own home so I’m trying my best to save for this but if anyone could help I would be so grateful I really truly know that this will help me as I can sit with him, talk to him, and feel close to him every day. To know he is right here with me would mean everything to me. i have faced hurtful words from some people, but this is the only thing that I believe will bring me comfort and help me cope. I will do anything to make this happen. Please, if you are able, help me get a house so I can finally bring my son home. Any donation, no matter how small, or even just sharing this page, would mean the world to me. Thank you for reading my story, and for helping