Hello, as most of you know I am going through a trying period in my life right now.  Long story short, I lost my job a year ago due to a positive marijuana test and bc of that I get to do this program called IPN for nurses.  I am since clean and have a two year contract with this program to fulfill.  I am having trouble getting a job because I am in this program yet I can't get completely cleared until I have a job as a nurse, so it is a double edge sword.  I have been looking for a job since the beginning of may.  I believe I have gotten a job through my old hospital yet won't know until the director comes back from vacation.  Up until this point I have been able to manage my bills including my mortgage.  Now I am not, and I am not sure what else to do.  I have been doing side jobs yet that seems to be not enough.  And looking for non nursing jobs as well.    I am asking friends and family for any support I can get, even the littlest amount helps so that I can keep my house and pay my bills till I get back on my feet.  I am even willing to exchange services.  My goal is to have this happen by January 1st.  Thank you in advance!