Jess has advanced heart failure

Hi everyone, many have heard about my heart attack on March 15,2022 and many have heard my heart is severely damaged from it and I now have heart failure, well my echocardiogram didn't look so good and my heart is still not above 19%. I can't work and just did my application for disability but was told it will be months as they more then likely usually deny everyone the first time. My bills are pilling up and so is the rent, my boys start school again in about a month and I have no way of financially being able to take care of anything right now. As some know I went against the doctors word two months ago and tried to go back to work, and it didn't turn out so well. So it's not like I just gave up because even after being told my heart is to weak I still tried for the past 2 months to work my scheduled days and long 10/12hr shifts. But my heart, my body just can't. Anyone that truly knows me knows I hate sitting idle I hate not having a job I hate no being able to support myself and my kids, I hate depending on help. But I just can't. I'd be lying if I told everyone I feel fine. Truth is I don't. I feel so weak and tired all the time, I'm not myself and it's killing me. Literally killing me. Some have asked me to make a go fund me and I thought long and hard about it as I didn't want to be talked about, judged, looked at differently or just didn't really wanna put myself out there. But I'm so stressed trying to figure things out on my own. I feel maybe I should set one up and pray I can get a little help. All I ask is if you can't donate to just please share it. This is in no way a joke, this is very much my life right now. I'm fighting to live everyday God blesses me with another day is another day I got on this earth with my babies and my family. ❣️❣️ I will post the go fund me as soon as I set it up. If anyone has any questions please feel free to PM me.

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3/15/2022 out of surgery, doctors successfully placed a stent in my artery (LAD ) that was 99% clogged when I got into the trauma/ operating room that night.. they couldn't get it through my pelvic area so they placed it through my right wrist. ❤️❤️ I am on an arsenal of medications, for my blood pressure, cholesterol, blood sugars, to keep the stent in my LAD open, water pills to control the water retention, I see a cardiologist, and aprn at an infusion clinic, pulmonary, endocrinologist, I now have to do a sleep study do to possibly having sleep apnea, neurologist. It's life changing fighting for my life, doctors after doctors, blood work, tests, medications. It's a lot. On top trying to raise two boys. ❤️❤️