Hello so on December 14th we lost Jeremy padore. Jeremy was our soul provider. We don't know what to do with our loss, we are going to be struggling financially anyone that is in the position to help please do. Anything will help. Thank you everyone for the comfort sorry I haven't reached out to hardly anyone my heart hurts so bad that I am really trying hard just to be okay, there is so much he left behind by him being taken to soon. My dad was sick he had COPD and didn't know how sick he really was or I know for us he would have been sitting his stubborn ass right in the hospital bed. He is gone and there was nothing any of us could do. My mom her best friend they have together 32 years my heart hurts for her, my siblings, and my niece she has no idea her papa is gone for me its killing me he won't be there at my wedding he was so excited, its all very difficult. But thank you everyone for the comforting comments and yesterday for family that came to hold us. May my dad just rest in peace now and if anyone has any questions I will slowly be trying to get back to them.