Jennifer L. Nelson

This is something I told myself I would never do, but life does not come with a manual and sometimes you get stuck in a terrible position and it is impossible to see a future at times.

I have finally come to the decision that I can no longer take care of my family and friends the way they have taken care of me. I am at a place, financially, where I can no longer pay back my friends and family at this time. I could go into grave detail, but this is already humiliating enough as it is, and too painful to discuss.

I want to say thank you to my friends and family that have already helped me as is. I will not forget anyone who chooses to decide to help me. I do not expect it, but I am at a point where I can no longer watch my savings and loved ones hurt due to my inability to help them financially. Anyone that decides to help will not be forgotten about.

Underneath my "happy" exterior is someone going through a tremendous amount of hurt, frustration, and pain. I need help, and as embarrassing as it is to ask, I hope people can find it in their heart to help. I love you all and I wish my life were different at this point, but shit happens and I need to accept that and care for myself and my family. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

I understand that a lot of people will have questions, but I prefer to keep most of it private. If you would like to speak to me by personal messages, I am happy to offer as much information as possible. For the most part, I would like to keep this GoFundMe story more on the "private-side" for the sake of my family, friends, etc.

I send all my love and affection to everyone that has been there for me. I am extremely lucky, but luck only goes so far. If it wasn't for my family and friends, I would not be here today. It is time for me to navigate in other directions to help myself and others. Once again, thank you for all your love, support, and affection. Xoxo. Thank you!!