Surgery Recovery

Hey everyone, 

So I’m tryna raise some money to cover my upcoming rent/bill expenses. As most of you know I was injured and had surgery on my shoulder a few days ago. I’m working diligently to figure out my finances for the operation as well as my normal rent and bills. I’m at the risk of losing my job and currently in the process of filing for disability but even if that goes through I won’t receive any aid for a few months. I’m struggling with communication with my work and kaiser and it seems both do not want to help me out and I just keep getting the run around. The doc says I’ll be out for at least 4 months and Im in need of financial support until I get all this figured out.   

Also before the accident I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I finally had the courage to reach out and I was suppose to have my first therapy session but couldn’t because I was in surgery that day. Now the therapist can’t see me for a whole month and even when I had the courage to reach out for help after dealing with these emotions for what seems my whole life I still can’t get the help I need. I was feeling very alone about a month ago and had suicidal thoughts and that why I reached out. It seems the more I try to deal with my problem the worse it gets and this accident sure isn’t helping. 

If your able yo help me out I would greatly appreciate it. Even if it’s a small amount word or wisdom or metal support anything would mean the world to me.   

Honesty I didn’t know what to write for this go fund me and I hate asking people for help so it was really hard for me to even make this so if my words seem all over the place I apologize.

Thank you for all the support 
I love you all 

Martin