Please DO NOT pay any more funeral funds into this acount i need to withdraw the half we have now to get it to the funeral directors on time if you would like to donate do it though messenger and on my paypal , all else that's raised after jayes funeral costs, will go to either mental health charities, support for families or making one of jaye dreams come true by opening a gym in his name but that specialises in identifying and battling mental health in men and women and also helping them learn to safe guard against mental health battles so another way to help make this loss really count and to keep him in my daughters life forever more please read on to hear his story. For jaye life started out like any other but it was never to be simple. he lost so much at such a young age and left fatherless at 12 things were more than difficult. He was stronger than any other man I have met in this world. He was a cheeky little joker with such a big heart, he loved going to the gym and there are many little detail about him that make up who he is and was but it won't change the fact he's gone. he tried so hard to be the best person he could be. on August 21st 2017 this beautiful, kind, extraordinary but tortured soul left this world. At 8:44pm I found the father of my child and the love of my life had hung him self in the garden. His little girl has had to witness her mother trying to wake her dead father on the coldest of summer nights at just 2 yrs and 3/4 old. The days leading to this ending were awful and i should of taken the crues for help seriously but if you new jaye you would have thought nothing of the sort when it came to needing real suicide prevention. Jaye had suffered with depression and anxiety for years, to some degree we all do but he could not find it in him to get help. On the night this brave soul left us he was not himself. He had poisoning and was highly toxicated. Now this man was a part of many life's but he saved mine. I too suffer from mental health so does some of his close relatives and some of mine. Not one of us ever thought it would be him to leave us but he has . I don't want his death to be in vain I don't want to allow so many others to go through this torture. If you had known Jaye the way we did you would wander how some one that shone so bright could leave us in such a dark way. Please don't ever underestimate the power of illusion, so many people with mental health have mastered it but I wish for people to really be able to see the signs to safe guard your loved ones from a battle you cannot see, to get funding for others and their family's to get help, to let people trully know how bright his soul was and maybe stop others from going down his path. Mental health like this can affect any aged person. I would like to raise money for jaye to give him a legacy in which doing so will help prevent others from such pain. This if I can do so will help me raise our child in a world where her daddy is still there, her daddy was and always will be important in our lives and others and he is even still supporting us from heaven. So please please share as many times as possible please make a dream of his and mine be a reality please help me help pthers and keep him alove through our memories.
Sweet dreams sweet Prince, your limbs must rest, you pushed all boundrys, you battled the test. You held your head high, and fort on through, the torturous fight residing with in you. You slipped through our fingers, you slipped through out lives. This pain could be described like one million knives.
Our beautiful friend, brother, son, nephew, cousin, father, grandchild and my only one. If only we had told you we were here before you had gone.
We will carry you through the ages, I will make your story known, I will battle through the pages of a story of our own. Rest now my love, our every single thing. Your beauty is a sympthany the angels will now sing.
Goodbye my one and only good bye from every one, this will only be the beginning even though your gone.