On a normal Tuesday morning in August, I did a self exam and felt a knot in my left breast. Concerned, I called my OBGYN to set up an exam. Two days later, at my appointment, she found what I was talking about and sent me to get images. The following Monday, I did my very first mammogram and sonogram. The physician confirmed that there was a "suspicious mass" in my left breast that needed to be biopsied. He continued with the news that I also have a suspicious lymph node that is inflamed however it is too risky to biopsy due to the amount of blood vessels surrounding it. I was in a room by myself without my husband, who was sitting in the lobby, so everything following that news was wasted breath. I was drowning in emotions and didn't know what to grab on to. I left that appointment deflated and in a state of complete unknown. I had my biopsy on Thursday Aug 31st. On September 5th 2017, I was diagnosed with Infiltrating Ductal Carcinoma Grade ll Breast Cancer, the most common form of Breast cancer.
This news hit hard and I broke down. My husband immediately left work and came home to hold me. He has been and continues to be my rock. Here I am 37 years old, Mom of 2 wonderful children (Tristan and Ari), wife to an amazing husband (Andrew), daughter, sister and friend and I am diagnosed with cancer. I was shocked and felt defeated. My husband became my positive voice pulling me up and pointing me to our God who is bigger and stronger than this puny cancer. I began to reach out to friends more and they also pointed me back to the Savior who is bigger and stronger than this little disease. God began focusing my eyes and my heart on Him and not this cancer. I am a child of God and I am not my own. I am His, I am complete and whole in Him and He takes care of me. Each day, more and more people began praying for me and more people began speaking life to me and it's amazing how much stronger I have become mentally, spiritually and physically.
I am still human, I have my moments where my eyes start to drift from the One true God and how big He is to my problems, this cancer, and the "what if's" BUT God always draws me back to Him. We all are going through something and I would like to encourage you to take your eyes off of the situation and turn your eyes to the God of heaven and earth, the star maker, wonderful counselor, mighty redeemer, mountain mover, sea parter, wall breaker, bondage destroyer, earth shaker, strength builder, soul cleaner, way maker, cup filler, omniscient, all knowing, lover of our soul, sustainer, prince of peace, mighty God and the one who has you in the palm of His hand (and much much more).
Know this: (1) We are involved in Spiritual Warfare manifested in the physical and (2) Jesus came to give us life and life abundantly. Satan came to steal, kill and destroy. Please join us in the battle! Know that we intend to claim victory and proclaim the healing power of God over this cancer and His provision for the war.
This battle isn't solely against my body but against our finances. We will meet our complete out of pocket not only this year but again next year. With the medical bills we also have the unexpected COBRA insurance premium. My insurance ended on the date of my biopsy (INSERT PANIC!) so I had to elect COBRA to continue to have coverage. I will be starting a new job at the end of September, however will be missing work due to surgery, doctor visists and any other treatment I might need post surgery. I will have my mastectomy, post-mastectomy treatment (unknown at this time), and a second reconstruction surgery most likely done 3-4 months from now at the earliest assuming no chemo or radiation.
Our most coveted thing we need now is your prayers; however, if you feel led to give fininacially to this fight we would be eternally grateful for whatever you choose to give...prayers and/or funds.
From my family to yours we thank you all for your support.
Love you all,
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