Jamie Needs Help After Losing Everything

I'm Jamie Fercking.

.These past two months have been the toughest of my life.

Two months ago me and my dog Maccabee were living in a sober living house in California and doing fantastic. I was 10 months sober from alcohol, looking for work and then hell broke loose...

My mom died November 1. Honest to God had l known the future, that at 58 years old and I am 6 months divorced (last June divorce was over) and my ex Austin was paying his $1000. a month alimony. So a car, my best bud, Mac (Maccabee) by my side and doing great health wise and friendship wise.

Then my ex husband called and said I needed to get my stuff out of storage or it was going to be given away.

So, Mac and myself took a road trip from Sherman Oaks, California to Minot, North Dakota. All I have is in that storage. A couple rooms of furniture and the rest of my personal possessions, clothes, and shoes. The plan was for me to rent a medium Uhaul truck, load up, hitch my car to its rear and me Maccabee head back to California.

We're getting close to North Dakota when I decide to Google Austin the ex and see if he'd like to meet up for coffee and catch up. We were together for 18 years and I hold no bitterness or any resentments towards him. All the while I was in California my roommate invited me to start watching Steven Furtnick on youtube. His teachings (God's teachings) helped me to let go of a lot of useless baggage, that I had been carrying around. Biggest one being alcohol and things just seemed to be not such a big deal. I felt God's hands around me once again. Anyway back to googling Austin...what Google popped up with was a mugshot of Austin. He has gotten himself into some damn big trouble in Bismarck, North Dakota and is in Burleigh County Detention Center facing life. Yes! Life! So he of course, loses his oilfield job, health insurance, everything. It meant I would not be getting my alimony, he has agreed to keep me on his health insurance until December 31, 2024. That all ended by the middle of November 2024.

I had to see him face to face if only for 20 minutes and say, "WTF!" On my way from Bismarck to Minot, no family support, and every friend I have in California...I bought a bottle and made the 2 hour drive North to Minot. It was snowing and I ran off into a ditch. Concerned drivers stopped to see if I was ok and tell me they've called for help. Help showed up assesed me and Mac were not injured took me to jail for DUI and my boy to city pound. I haven't drank anything since that night. I'm just done with it! God wants better for me. As we say in AA, "to live happy, joyous and free." That's what GOD wants for me.

Two days later when I got out of jail I went and stayed at probable one of the Devil's happiest places. It's worse than some hotels in bigger cities. It was all I could afford. I couldn't pick Mac up because the couple of friends I still have here have gone to Phoenix or Florida for the winter. My second evening at this hotel I was jerked into a room and sexually tormented and abused by several men, some ribs collar bone and pelvis broken phone, jewelry and wallet stolen. I was taken to Minot's sick joke of a hospital. My body broken I was only kepted for 5 days. Once the hospital realized my insurance was cancelled on December 1, 2024 which I didn't know until that day. I wasn't realizing Austin losing his good job I would be SOL. Literally!

I lost my buddy my best friend Maccabee! While in jail and then the hospital my Maccabee was put down or given to someone. The animal control people say that they don't know where he is or was happened to him. Anyway he's gone!

I have no money no car, my best buddy, my security, my peace of mind and I've lost everything in my that was in storage because I'm couldn't pay it.

Please everyone, I need help to get back on anymy feet. I have nothing! Literally!