Hey everyone, ugh up until now my pride has stopped me from asking for help, but as my health continues to majorly decline I wanted to update those on my life. Firstly I want to say I am a Complex PTSD survivor❤️‍ I’ve kept most of my story quite because I did not want to upset family members by telling the story of what I went through as a child. I’m no longer afraid to stand up & say what happened to me was NOT OKAY & childhood SA and neglect is a very real problem in this country.

The reason I’m telling you this is because it’s the start & reason for most of my health issues. I have been unable to work since January 2022 when I got Covid the first time & couldn’t even take care of myself for over a month & ended up in the hospital. After that, my health spiraled. I was in a car accident where I passed out or seized (they don’t know) behind the wheel and hit a pole going 50 mph, totaling my car. The accident put my Fibromyalgia into complete shock and my previous neck injury got way worst. My shoulders and chest were ruined from the airbag. I have passed out 4 times since the accident, I legally cannot drive until my episodes stop. I’m in so much chronic pain & don’t take opiates so everyday is honestly miserable. I’m unable to support myself and making this post makes me feel so uncomfortable & vulnerable.

I’m seeing 10 different specialist(yes, I SAID 10) and going to Physical therapy 2x a week, waiting for an MRI of my neck SINCE JUNE 2022. CT scan shows degenerative disc disease & c6 & c7 damage. I honestly have so many health issues, I could go on forever, but it’s ruined my mental health. Knowing I can’t support myself at 33, and I’ve been homeless multiple times in the last few years due to my health is devastating. The amount of work that goes into being chronically ill is debilitating, they make it as hard as possible.

Disability takes over a year to get an answer & in that time, you’re not allowed to work, so I am stuck.

I have no support, so here I am… asking for anything you can give.. if you can’t I understand- inflation is killing everyone rn. Sending your healing vibes helps too.I love you all, thank you to everyone who’s said kind words or helped me through this difficult time in my life, you are everything. Hoping for healing- love to all ♥️♥️❤️‍