help with medical bills and cost of living

Hi, I'm Dennis, I'm a person of faith and I love to work. although that's become very difficult recently. About 20yrs ago i was diagnosed with a rare unheard of disease {Behcets syndrome} Very similar to Lupus or Crohns as it's an auto-immune issue but geneticin nature. I was assured it was easy to control, but very quickly it went off the rails and became it's own unstoppable force trying to get me at every turn.

the biggest issues have always been the blood clots shutting my body down ...then all the Strokes started {12 documented} then 4 pulmonary embolisms, lost my right lung. them the blood clot that hit my intestines and i had over 70% of both my large AND my small intestines ...and in the end to clear out my vascular system has been attempted. all have failed. lets just say the list of organ I have is a much shorter list than what i should have.

In had SSDI but made $127 to much and they kicked me off so I had to try and work as much as possible. I got a job thru friends at 5 star pizza while still having tubes hanging from my side for almost a year. they have been wonderful.

However my help collapsed about 11 months ago, I was give 6 moths to live and was put into hospice care...to which I immediately wanted to leave and they allowed me home hospice. but sad to say I haven't quite died quick enough for them and now have no hospice, medicare, insurance or help of any kind.

I even work the lil bit hospice lets you. but those days are coming to a close

I absolutely hate this....I hate begging for help , if you're blessed enough to be able to help or pass along. thank you so very much.