This is for Eva. Not just a cat like everyone keeps on saying..

My little shadow and protector. She would came running to me for protection when anything scared her. Stood behind my legs and popped her head out to look for whatever it was that scared her. Knowing i would protect her. And what i got her was a paralasys tick.. a f*cking tick! I failed her massivly. And i am doing everything in my power to make her come back home.

She is currently in the icu with a breathing ventilator. I have been there every day atleast twice. Before the wheen her, and when i can (i try my hardest) after they have. And always there to say good night. My visits are never shorter than 2 hours.. i know she knows im there.

She has little cotton balls in ber big ears to block out the noise, i take one out and pull all the blankets over her bead and talk to her.

She is getting stronger every day. She just needs time. I have managed to get money together for 6 days now. the vet says she will make it thrpugh sbe just need more time. every single there is a huge improvement.

I am unemployed, depressed and have daily panick attacks.. life has not been easy the last three years. I have lost everything. i cannot loose her aswell. Eva and my dog Calloway have been my rocks. Ive been that bad that i didnt leave my house for over a year. Didnt even go to the supermarket. Took me weeks to gain the confidense to go to officworks..

Then we got Eva. Was not planned at all. She helped me in every way and it is thanks to her im still here. I need to do the same for her..

Please help in any way you can!

The vet said this morning (sunday) that she is pretty confident she can get her off the ventilator and back home within the next 3 days. shes been in there for 6 days now already. I am exhausted and completly out of money. Help me bring her home..

I should add that Its 7.5k A DAY to have her on the ventilator.. i meed to pay another 7.5k today. just got today then tomorrow is a new day. i cant give up on her. please someone help. i honestly will not be able to live with myself..

anything will help..

Lots of love .. ❤️