Going through 18 months of divorce: need help to restart!

Hi, I'm Niels. I might not be everyone's favourite coder or person in general but this is serious. I got kicked out of home, including my office and almost all my posessions early 2024. I fought to keep myself afloat hard as I could, but in the end: much harder than I thought. I secured a job now: they will fly me over, give me months of a roof above my head, but for this to work (and no, NL social security is of zero help) I need 500 EUR to literally save myself. I'll be eternally grateful and pay back as soon as I can. It's demeaning (or it does feel that way) and desperate, but I don't have the luxury of an ego any longer. You can reach me at +31 6 144 79 959 (Whatsapp) or + 31 6 27 03 89 82 or ndewit at gmail dot com. I will make good on this, including all of you who helped me the past 18 hellish months. Onwards!

Update: job isn't really feasible at all, nor is my health really helping me out. Working on it and a new, more realistic, strategy!