Intensive trauma therapy for 5 days

life’s hard for everyone… it’s an unfair journey that we travel. some of us handle it better than others. some of us get harder things to hold. 10 years ago I lost the most important thing in my life. since then I’ve tried so hard to continue to stand and live. I’ve drowned myself in therapy, taking medications, acupuncture etc. things help temporarily, there’s always a darkness that doesn’t leave. I’ve called out to God, and I feel so unheard. So I’m calling out to you. If you know me at all you know that publicly asking for help is extremely hard especially when you’re told how strong you are for living the life you’ve been dealt constantly…it makes asking for help even harder. But here I am taking off my mask and allowing you to see what’s behind it. It’s horrible but it’s real and it hurts daily. I need help but unfortunately I don’t have the funds to do it on my own. They say it takes a village and I’m asking my village to help. I wanna feel joy again and smile without faking. I wanna enjoy my life even though there’s a really big hole there. I’ll never be the same but I would like a better version of who I am now.