Hi guys, as most of you know, Rocky passed away . Sept 21st will never be the same for me. You know, as crazy as it seems, over this whole time Rocky had been sick, we never got serious and talked about the 'what if.' I had nothing in place, no decisions made for if this were to happen. I'm so fortunate to have such an amazing family, and all the outpouring of love from my friends has been just so overwhelming. A good overwhelming, don't get me wrong.

I know it's a lot to ask, and I hate asking for help, but when it comes to the 'what will happen next,' it's so crazy to me. My job is willing to give me as much time as I need to grieve, which I am extremely grateful for. So many have reached out and said we should have never ended our last GoFundMe because then I wouldn't have had to start over, but hey, we thought that when he finally had that Aliya procedure, he would be cured. Almost a year later, and now he is gone.

I know everyone is going through something, but anything helps. If you can't donate, just please reach out and check on me. I'm not gonna be okay for a long time; my heart hurts so much without him being here with me..