In memory of my dad Colby Hayles please help me

Hi, I know many of you don't know me but, so many of you say you love my father. Through all the postive and difficult times Colby was always my father. My dad passed away on Tuesday August 3, 2021. I am 23 years old and getting no finicial support to help give my dad Colby the funeral I wish for. The one that he deserves. All through out my life I was told over and over I was an amazing athlete possibly better than my dad. I have read a lot on social media through the years of good and bad about my father. No one can say that he wasn't there for them becasue my dad would try to have everyones back. Now I want to have my dad's back and finally put him to rest far away from his demons. A place were I can go and talk to him and were everyone else can go when they want to talk to him. It sadness me that at 23 not only do I have to bury my father but, most of his family is not willing to help because I wouldn't cremate him. That is not what my dad wanted or what his own mom my grandmother wanted. My mom told me that all of Colby's friends that know my grandmother say she was the nicest person. My grandmother Ginger would help me if she could but, several months back she had a bad fall plus a few other personal issue and now lives with her sister. I do have a job but, can not pay for a funeral. I would appreciate any help you could give so my father your friend can have a quiet place to rest. I would be forever thankful for any support you could give to help me have a place to spend with my dad one one in peace.

Thank You in advance it truly means the world to me.

Griffin Hayles