My grandma passed away today at 5 in the morning. I got off work at 1, went to get some food, then came home, and she wasn't feeling well. I told her, "Let's call 911," and she said, "No, go eat, then check on me in about 15 minutes." I said okay, not thinking anything would happen. But while I was eating, I heard a bang, so I ran out to see if she was okay. She was telling me she was having a heart attack and to please call 911, so I did. They got here and told me her heart was too weak to try again. Truly the hardest thing I have ever been put up against. She has always been there for me through thick and thin. We just lost our house of 6 years and had to move into an apartment, me and her. Then this happens all of a sudden, and I have no idea how I'll be able to pay by myself. I have no family to help me or anything. I'm only 19. How could she leave me like that? That woman was the sweetest soul. She never got herself anything, only everybody else. I loved her so much, and I will never get over this. I love you, and I hope you're watching over me. Send a miracle, Grandma. I'll need it. I love you, Grandma.