Ok so here it goes..... it is Marleys birthday on the 20th June. This time three yrs ago this little girl changed my world.We celebrated her second birthday this time last yr and one week later to the day my life changed forever. The pain I endured bringing her into the world feels like a slap on the wrist to the pain I endure everyday. But I need to mark her birthday and I want to do something substantial in her name.  I want to raise money for the NPICU unit which tried everything they could to save her life. Those doctors and nurses are earth angels. They saw me in animal form, they witnessed my screams ,my tears , my body collapsing when I was told my hope was lost. They cried with us, they hugged us, they made sure we had a room for our whole family to sleep in for our last week together....for all of you who have children or not you are blessed to never see the inside of this unit, but if you have you know these people work so hard for the babies they deal with.  I want to give something back... in a terrible time of my life I want to feel something positive. I never ask for anything but if you wish to give a gift for Marleys 1st birthday away from us, you can donate here.❤️