- J
First person everyone always ask me for was you before any start of conversation… Always in everyone’s mind … My brother Debray I’m so sorry that I couldn’t do more for you… Everyone loved you so much… we tried to give you what you needed.. But your mental state kept pushing you away from the family… Your inability to comprehend life around you became more and more difficult for you to bare.. Life gave you difficulties and you just could not handle it mentally and unfortunately it took you down a rabbit hole of sorrow and you secluded yourself from the world
You were the one that needed the most love and support and our parents fought till the end for you to always try and keep you float… I’m sorry you did not get the chance to enjoy life without sorrow and get the things that balance your life.... you went through so much and those moments tarnished you little by little.. until the depression in your mental state kept worsening throughout the years and pushed you further away from Everyone..
I always tried over and over again to win you over.. Our whole Family loves you so much.. Everyone has a funny story to share about you or a philosophical conversations you would have on life with them.. Love to listen to all of them, it shows me how much if an impact you had on people around you..
I wish I could have given you everything you needed and more.. I know our relationship was always rocky but I always loved you no matter what!!! I know You’re with our parents now in heaven ️and I know you’re finally at peace .. I love you so much Debray and I’m sorry I couldn’t do more.. I’m sorry life had to give u so much heartbreak you couldn’t cope with…. You will always be part of me no matter what… Rest in peace forever I love u ️
With that being said It would be gratifying to honor him with a proper burial as he deserves.. Anything you can contribute will be greatly appreciated. We just lost our mother and uncle within these 2 years so it’s been a lot to bare…
Truth is we never know when our time is up but we all deserve to go with honor and respect.. God Bless you all for your love and gratitude towards my brother
He will always be remembered ️

