My beloved Chi, my dearest wife…
I cannot believe you have given me yet another important task…to spread the message of the Lord and continue your commitment to help others.

I can see your playful smile again, grinning as you say, “I know you will help me do a great job. Right?”

Yes, this is the chemistry we have: you with your endless ideas, restlessly jumping from one thought to the next, and me with the need to have well-thought out plans which inevitably prompts an eye-roll from you. But that is how our relationship works. You say, I make it happen. If you are not pleased with it, we argue then start over again.

Whether we were in Suzhou, India, Mexico, or the U.S., your infinite amount of enthusiasm and ideas matched with your passion for education always moved me. Although sometimes I wonder why you never stop for a second and take a break, I understand that the fire in your heart cannot be that easily extinguished. Once you set your mind on something, you give it your maximum effort.

I still remember when you were diagnosed with cancer, I was devastated. You told me, “Humans are weak so trust in God and read the Bible.” Under the protection and guidance of the Lord, I saw your fear and worries fade away. As I watched you change, I began to connect with the Lord as well. However, my rational mindset refused to let me completely trust in God. At the time, the Bible was more like a storybook about God for me. But when you were hospitalized this time and your condition turned for the worse, I really became frightened. I felt worried and helpless. You turned over to me, comforting me and asking me to have faith and keep praying. This time, under the guidance of brothers and sisters, my relationship with God became closer as your health declined. Even so, Michelle, James, and your family started turning to God. This is God testing our faith. Sometimes I think that you are Lamb of God; through you, He brought us to Him. And through our testimonies, He knows that we will spread His message. He must have a greater duty for you. I know that even though you are by His side, you will not simply rest. I can imagine that you are already planning and working on things. I love you and because I love you, I will continue walking with Him. One day, we will meet in Heaven again.

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All proceeds will be donated to her service projects: Florida Society of Clinical Oncology  and La Salle Educational Center Homestead.

我最愛的曉琦，我親愛的老婆...
我不敢相信你又交給我這樣一個任務...宣傳主的福音和繼續幫助需要的人。

我仿彿又看到了你那俏皮的笑容，笑著說，我知道你會幫我做好的。

不是嗎？是啊，這就是我們的默契。你那永遠停不了的跳脫式的想法，我這有時侯讓你瞪白眼的超理性的腦筋。但我們就是這樣子的超有默契，你說我做，你不滿意我們就來吵一架然後再重做。不管在蘇州、印度、墨西哥和到了美國，你那用不完的精力和想法，對教育的熱忱和執著，總是讓我覺得很感動。有時候也會覺得你為什麼不休息一下，停一下，但我也瞭解你心裡面的那一股熱情，是不會輕易的說停就停的。你想做什麼事情，你就是全力以赴去完成。

還記得當時你被診斷出癌症時，我很傷心。你跟我說，人，是軟弱的，相信神，念聖經。我看著你從剛開始的害怕及憂慮，隨著你對聖經及主的了解，在神的靈的帶領下，你變得不再懼怕，也不再憂慮。我看著這一切轉變，我也開始接觸聖經，但是我理性的腦袋，讓我從未能真正的用靈來了解神。聖經，對那時的我，更像是一本述說神的故事書。

但這一次當你住院時，病情的轉變讓我真的害怕了，我擔心但又無能為力。你反過頭來安慰我，交託給主，多禱告。這一次，我想是主的靈在保守著我們，在許多弟兄姐妹的帶領下，每一天，每一刻，隨著你病情的起伏不定和惡化，我與神的關係也越來越親近了。不但如此，連昀叡、昀霑和你的家人也都開始接觸主了。

這是神的一場試練，有時候我覺得你是那聖潔的羔羊，神透過你的犧牲，把我們帶到祂的面前。而且還要再透過我們的見證，來宣傳讓更多的人知道主的恩典。

主對你一定還有更大的任務，我知道就算你現在在主的身邊，你也不會就靜下來好好休息，我可以想像你已經在籌畫著什麼事情了。我愛你，因為愛你，我會繼續跟隨著主走。有一天，我們在天堂再相會。

所有的捐獻金額將持續協助「佛羅里達臨床腫瘤學會 」以及「拉薩爾教育中心 」。